Confessions of a Self-aholic

Time Flies so Fast

2011-05-02T01:42:00.000+08:00

Time flies so fast!

It was only 2 years ago when I bid goodbye to my alma matter, and now it's my sister's turn.

during her graduation at CSA-Makati last April 1.

this was after her graduation ball which was held at Makati Shangri la hotel last April 3.

2am Habit

2011-03-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

*currently playing: Marry Me- Train

I am patiently waiting for my McDonalds meal to arrive at this very moment. I ordered nuggets, fries and coke to keep me up while I finish my web design homework.I have been eating non-stop in the past few months especially when I have to stay up late, and I actually liked it because I gained a few pounds. On the healthy side, I went to the gym last Sunday afternoon with my cousin, Jod and my neighbor, Louie, and we worked out together. I'm aiming for a better body figure before my summer vacation officially begins. Guess what? When I got home, I had coffee and some pieces of bread for my afternoon snack, and for dinner, I had Rosemary and Orange Chicken with rice and served with mango juice. What is matakaw? Oh I love food, and I'm not even on a diet. I work out, jog and I eat a lot! :)

Updating my academic status:
Deactivating my Facebook was actually helpful to improve my study habits. I aced my Economics quiz, and I did not even expect to get a perfect score! :) Another thing I have discovered is that, I have to exercise so that I will be productive. I have been loaded with school stuff, but I managed to finish everything because my lazy ass was missing in action (thank God!)

After I do my web design, I shall sleep and jog at 6am. The rest of the day will be dedicated to shopping and bonding with my balikbayan aunt. I still need to work on with my observation report about drivers, but I think that would be a little easy since it's done in pairs.

Before I could actually finish this entry, my meal has already arrived and I'm now enjoying my nuggets and fries! :) Have a nice day! :)

I Want a Break

2011-03-06T19:16:00.001+08:00

It is Sunday once again, and tomorrow comes my least favorite day of the week. :(
Oh how I hate Mondays! My Monday schedule sucks because I got a class from 8am until 6pm with only an hour and a half of break. Just imagine how drained I am during my last class, and most of the time I am tempted to cut it or go to class 30 mins. late because I'm either sleepy or I am pigging out at Animo canteen. :|

I also hate the feeling of neglecting to update my blog. My majors are eating me alive. :| I have been sick for the past two months, on and off, because of stress. Jeez, what more when I am working? Well, probably it would be a different scenario because I am being paid. :P

Since majors are like my life for the whole term, I am starting to dislike what I used to enjoy such as writing. I hate being obliged and expected to submit works before its due. My passion for writing comes naturally, and I would write something that interests me, and not those topics that have nothing to do with my likes and interests. I have been uninspired too lately due to- I really don't know. I cannot explain this feeling, but I know that I'm so lazy all the time. Probably, a good sleep will help me regain my old jolly self. My uninspired self turns out to be very lazy, moody and no time to dress up like I used to. :( Oh Chictopia & Lookbook, I miss you so much, but I have nothing to post because I feel like a freakin' crap with dark circles around my eyes.

My sincerest apologies to those who have experienced my intense mood swings, tantrums, whining and whatever drama of some sort. Everything was brought to you by the 3rd term stress.

Anyway, I am planning to revamp my blog layout, but I still can't find time to do it. Most likely, after 3rd term (which is like 4 weeks to go) Meanwhile, school works are waiting for me. I have to read 109 pages (5 chapters) in one sitting, study for my economics quiz, list down questions for my project interview, and finish my web design homework. :| Hopefully, I could finish everything tonight while I sip on my coffee and munch on some food.

I'm now looking forward to the much awaited season- summer! I can't wait for the term to be over & start hitting the beach with my friends. Before everything else though, I have to work on with my priorities. Therefore I am deactivating my Facebook account tonight and will get back on my dad's birthday. We'll see then if i'll deactivate it again.

We're Growing Old

2011-03-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

It was only like yesterday when us girls gathered for Reanne's 18th, and now it's her birthday again. We just had it in her home with friends and her family. I slept over and she drove me home the next day. Japanese foods were served along with the typical birthday foods. I ate the shabu-shabu and california maki, but the sushi and crabs were left untouched by yours truly.

Her cute nephews were present and I was entertained by the youngest. Very talkative, and he is very much like my nephew, Dale.

Happy birthday Reanne! You still look like our friend back in high school- nothing much has changed. :P

Ces, Migs, Doms, Reanne & Reanne's nephews

Thursday group represent! mia: Ced

with Kaye this time

The Outfit:

top- f21

shorts- from a store in Camp John Hay, Baguio

flats- Artwork

bangle- Pop Culture

necklace- found it in my sister's jewelry box

After 3 Years

2011-03-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

Ands came to Manila for a short visit, while everyone else was busy with school. Was it a wrong timing vacation? Perhaps it was not. All of us, with the exception of one, were present during our much awaited get together. :)

Originally, it was supposed to be a beach/road trip, but due to transportation and financial problems, we have to make another plan. The final plan was to held the get together in my place. They chose to have it in my place because my house is free of everything- free of conservative adults. lol. :P The plan was made 2 days before the actual date- my friends are the best when it comes to last minute planning. :)

We had dinner, beer pong, card games and sleepover, but not everyone slept over. Fun night indeed! :)

And that's Mariel on a winning pose

Kaye & Minu lost in the beer pong game

with Kaye, Andz, Minu & Mariel (Talitha was the photographer) during dinner

the card game & Kaye was already drunk

with my BFFs Kaye & Mariel

the whole gang | mia: Reanne

guess who? :))

Age is Nothing but a Number

2011-03-06T05:15:00.000+08:00

High school friend, Cat, and college friend, Maiko turned a year older last January 30, but they had their celebrations a day earlier. Since their respective parties were on the same date, I was too lazy to attend both and I was planning to attend just one. Fortunately, my lazy ass was in the mood to party, despite being under pressure by school stuffs, and I ended up moving from one party to another.

Cat had a dinner celebration with high school friends in their lovely home, & yes, Thursday group was present, but Ced was missing in action because of his dinner with family. We had a little surprise for our dear Cat, and as usual, the group had a last minute natataranta-kami moment. Our surprise was placed at the back of Reanne's car and we had a problem on how we'll move it inside the house. Thank goodness, Cat's mother dearest helped us with everything. :)

CSA friends

clockwise from top left: Jod, Erik, Ivan, Steven, Leonard, me, Raiza, Vani, Cat & Sarah

1K girls represent!

clockwise from top left: Storm, Nath, Cat, Pam, me, Buena, Josh & Con.

Thursday group represent! MIA: Ces & Ced

l-r: Migs, Doms, Cat, Reanne & me

Thursday group & Raiza

Later on, I moved to Maiko's party in Republiq and had a great time with my college friends. I met a bunch of new friends, whom mostly are Maiko's relatives and other friends. Originally, I was supposed to be with Icia, but I don't know why the hell she was not replying (of all the days pa), so I called up the lovely Memesh and we met up outside along with her boyfie, Mike. I arrived just in time- to witness Maiko drunk and dancing with her cute English boy. The guests were mostly drunk- a drunkard's party I suppose, but hey, I wasn't drunk. I just had a shot of Bacardi (i guess) and never had my next shot, because even at Cat's, I was already drinking. Too much alcohol intake is bad, especially if you hardly know the people around. :)

Eske, Nico, Icia, Cheekoy & me

Cheekoy, me, Maiko & Bruce

l-r: Cheekoy, me, Bee, Icia, Tita Myla, Ada, Eske, Nico & Cholo

(excuse my untamed bangs)

Oh there it goes, fun fun Saturday night! :) Happy birthday lovely girls! Hugs & kisses! >:D< :*

Tagaytay on a Friday

2011-02-18T04:46:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the long hiatus. We're currently having our midterms and I'm just only sneaking to blog.
Anyway, this post must have been up since last month, but since I lack time, it's only now that I do have a time to share this.

Last Jan. 14, my high school friends and I gathered for a little reunion, as our Indonesian friend, Arief, visited Manila. The gang convoyed in going to Tagaytay. We had a dinner at the restaurant owned by Justin's uncle. Then we separated ways when the boys decided to hit up the casino, while us girls went around and looked for a place where we could chill. We ended up hanging out in Starbucks though. It was a fun night of reminiscing our good old high school days. :)

with Ces & Lush, our college friend

with Arief, Cat, Ces & Lush

one cold night

L-R: Ces, me, Lush, Tim, Kits, Japi, Arief, Justin, Ferdie & Cat

Incredibly Cute

2011-02-13T11:03:00.000+08:00

Meet Teo, the 3-year old nephew of my good friend, Reanne. He is very adorable, smart, and cute. I won't be surprised if one day this boy has made a lot of girls cry. :P
Anyway, excuse my eyebags bec. I just woke up several hours ago.

This video is for our friend, Cat, who had a one day love affair with this cute little kid. :))

Summing Up 2010

2011-01-29T15:13:00.002+08:00

I know that I should have done this last month, but hella I'm late- though this could be allowed since the Chinese New Year is coming up! :P

What were the things you did that you've never done before?

Baguio trip with my best friend and others. Been a bridesmaid at my cousin's wedding & hosted the program. Spontaneous trip to Tagaytay with my cousin, which was a result of our food cravings. Dived in a 14ft deep pool from a level of a 2nd-story house. Went to Quiapo and consulted a fortune teller. Wall climbing. Directed a radio show and been a disc jockey. Voted in the 2010 National election and campaigned for my sister who ran as SK in the local election and yes, she won! :)

Did you keep your New Year's resolution and will you make some this year?

I can't remember. I made some for 2011, but I hope I could really keep it.

Did anyone close to you give birth?

Yup!

Did anyone close to you die.

Nope.

What countries did you visit?

None.

What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?

A guy who is consistent in words & actions- oh ang lalim! :)) Probably, a boyfriend will do. lol. :P

What date(s) from 2010 will remain etched in your memory and why?

There are a lot of unforgettable memories!

What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Overcoming someone I thought I couldn't.

What was the best thing you bought?

Probably, the ones you can see inside my closet! :)

Did you suffer any illness or injury?

I had a bad case of allergy which was caused by stress.

Whose behavior merited celebration?

Me! I've lessened my bitchiness, and I have grown from the old me.

Whose behavior made you appalled or depressed?

Some close friends. Marj.

Where did most of your money go?

Food, clothes, shoes- the usuals.

What did you really get excited about?

Waiting for the term to end.

What songs will remind you of 2010?

Dynamite- Taio Cruz, Rude Boy- Rihanna, Love the Way You Lie Part 2- Rihanna & Eminem

Compared to this time last year, are you:

1. Happier or sadder?

Happier!

2. Thinner or fatter?

Not sure! :))

3. Richer or poorer?

Richer.

What do you wish you'd done more?

Sleep.

What do you wish you'd done less?

Cramming.

What was your favorite TV program?

I really have no time watching TV programs.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

Yes.

What was the best book you read?

The Notebook.

What did you want and get?

A getaway from all the stress.

What did you do on your birthday and what did you get?

dinner & birthday salubong with college friends at Marciano's, Greenbelt & Banchetto, Ortigas. Dinner w/ high school barkada & sister at The Recipe, Greenbelt during my actual 19th birthday, then went clubbing at Bed Space, Greenbelt.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurable?

Not sure.

How would you describe your fashion concept this year?

I've been more fashion conscious. Yes, I do have a chictopia & lookbook account, which aren't updated. My taste varies- it depends in the call of the event.

Who/what kept you sane?

Friend.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

None, i guess.

What political issue stirred you the most?

2010 election.

Who was the best new person(s) you've met?

A lot! but if I'll consider the most recent, it will be the person that I'm talking to every night.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself?

"You're not only a pretty face, but you also have the heart & right attitude." aww! such a sweet word from a friend.

The most touching experience you've had this year?

seeing that there are many opportunities lying around that I ignored earlier.

Quote a song that sums up your year.

"No regrets, just love."

Was 2010 a good year for you?

Definitely!

What was your least favorite moment of the year?

The fights.

What was your favorite moment of the year?

Summer 2010. Term breaks.

Where were you when 2010 began?

At home.

Where will you be when 2010 ends?

At my aunt's.

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2010?

Yeah.

Did you miss anybody in the past year?

Yeah, I miss the whole fambam.

What was your favorite record(s) in 2010?

Bruno Mars', Katy Perry's, and Rihanna's

How many concerts did you see in 2010?

None.

Did you drink alcohol in 2010?

Yeah.

Did you do a lot of drugs in 2010?

Nope.

Did you do anything you were ashamed of this year?

Yes.

How much money did you spend in 2010?

A lot!

What was your proudest moment of 2010?

Seeing that my hard work has paid off.

What was your embarrassing moment of 2010?

Wa-poise moments.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2010 and change something, what would it be?

Nothing.

How are you different now that the year is about to end?

i'm more matured, open minded & responsible.

What are your wishes for the next year?

Pass all my terms. One school year to go & I'm graduating.

What are your plans for 2011?

Nothing. i'll just go with the flow.

Holidays with the Family

2011-01-29T13:25:00.001+08:00

In the past two Christmas, it was only my sister and I who spent it at home. I hate the feeling of "loneliness" during Christmas, because we were used to the very noisy house with a lot of food on our dining table. As a result, I called up my aunt and I asked her if we could just celebrate it in their house, and there, we had our Noche Buena with my aunt and cousins.

with my aunt and sister during Christmas Eve.

On the other hand, New Year's Eve was great. The whole clan had a gathering and celebration. Dinner was yummy, games were fun and picture moments were perfect! :)

with the girls and guys- incomplete though

with the game masters, Ate Minnette & Ate Jam

karaoke with Marj

Hailey baby!

Greetings from us!

sorry for the lame video quality!

New Year's Lunch with Marj & Ate Twinkle

make up by me.

Smoky eyeshadow- Dark purple and light purple

my eyelashes are naturally long!

The Outfit:
purple top- bought at People are People
denim shorts- from Bench (it used to be a straight cut jeans, but I cut it to turn it into a shorts)
black flats- from Artwork
gold bangles bangles- from Petite Monde & Pop Culture

Christmas with MDB

2011-01-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

After my party with blockmates, I went straight to Makati to meet my barkada. We had our Christmas dinner at Pizza Hut Bistro. Unfortunately, we were not complete because Reanne was m-i-a due to stomach ache. It's really an effort for us to have a gathering because of our conflicting schedules.

with Talitz, Mariel & Kaye

The Outfit:
stripes top- from Forever 21
black shorts- from random store
orange sandals- from Topshop
bag- from Ukay-ukay
necklace- from Girlshoppe

Christmas Party w/ Blockmates

2011-01-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

First of all, I would like to apologize for being m-i-a for the past few weeks. My third term is quite jam packed, and I have no time to blog or do my usual online routines. The term is pretty heavy especially because of my majors, and as always, I have to set my priorities first. :)

Anyway, I have quite a lot of things to talk about. First, i'll be gladly to share my Christmas experience with my blockmates.

My blockmates are very spontaneous- even with this gathering. They called me up a few days before Dec. 20 to remind me that we're having a Christmas party at K's house in Quezon City. I replied to the messages, but afterwards there were no more updates. I thought it was cancelled so I decided to have other commitments on that day.

At 6pm, I received a text message from K, saying that the party is still on and that people are coming. Okay, that was 6pm, and what time do people expect me to come if I'm coming from another party? well, i left the party for my blockmates and I arrived at 10pm with the drinks as part of my share.:)

L-R: K, Julian, Ronna, me, Russel, Guia, Rielle & Dea

cheers!

honestly, I could only sing w/ my blockmates! :)) with others, i don't!

after sleepover with Dea. Hello eyebags! :))

Ces at 20

2011-01-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Ces! <3 Thursday group

Surprised Cecile last Dec. 15 in her house for her 20th birthday.

Okay, so my friends were so noisy in the video. I didn't actually hear my voice. Surprised Ces with cake, and her childhood sweetie. Aww! :)

The 2nd video was taken while Ces opens the gift from her family.

Rose Ann's 18th w/ me & her boyfriend

2011-01-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to Rose Ann! :) Post celebration last Dec. 12 at Il Pirata in Eastwood.

with boyfriend, Rappie at Bedroom.

The Outfit:

Tunic top from People are People

Black skinny jeans from Zara

Stilettos from Charles and Keith

Bag from Jessica Simpson

Accessories from Landmark

Watch from Anne Klein

Clubbin' during finals' week

2011-01-03T04:41:00.001+08:00

My Australian cousins were too excited to enter the club here in Manila bec. it's their first time; since clubs in Australia are strictly for 18 years and above. So us cousins gathered and went to Eastwood last Dec. 10. I was in the middle of my cramming session, when I have to stop and I joined them. I felt so liberated from stress at that time & yeah, I had a good time. When everyone else were getting tipsy, they left me on the freakin' dance floor & i got to dance with random strangers. Yeah, it was good- to dance w/ good looking men. :">

with Mina & Felisa & both are in their Junior year in high school

My face looks so haggard!

Lace black dress from Pill at The Ramp

One of my cousins took this video. This was before we moved to the dance floor. We're having some drinks & dancing to the music. Carl looks so funny in the video.

Talent Night

2010-12-29T22:14:00.002+08:00

The candidates of Bb. CSA '11 showcased their talents last Dec. 3 at Sta. Rita de Cascia Hall of the GS Dept. in CSA Makati. For this year, they have the United Nations theme, and each candidate chose a country to represent. My sister represented Holland. Also during the talent night, all the candidates sang as a group to support the campaign for Breast Cancer awareness. The coronation night for Bb. CSA will be held at the CSA Theater on February 2011. Good luck to all the candidates. :)

my sister was in between these 2 tall girls, Raisa & Bianca.

The Outfit:

printed top from Liz Claiborne

harem pants from Terranova

puffed shoulder blazer from Cosmopolitan at The Ramp

peep-toe oxford heels from Janylin

bag from Jessica Simpson

sorry for this pixelated video. I just used my phone's camera to record this. :(

My sister was given a lot of solo parts in this.lol :P but the talent she showed was acting, although she could really sing & dance as well. Okay, ikaw na. Sa'yo na lahat ng talent. :)

Majors: major stress!

2010-12-29T18:56:00.001+08:00

2nd term has been hella stress for me. I hate having deadlines all at the same time. As a result, I could not concentrate, and I ended up with mediocre grades. How sad. :| My majors, well including my floatings too, deprived me for sleeping of at least 8 hours a day and it bankrupt my wallet too. :( So this break, I'm sleeping every time I feel like sleeping, because when 3rd term begins, stress also comes in.

with Guia during our 8am INTPRIN class

I remember during INTPRIN class, my prof. will always call my attention whenever he would see a cup of Starbucks on my desk, but if it's an ordinary Nescafe coffee in can, he never noticed it. lol. :P I had to drink coffee to keep me up for 8am class, and so I could participate in class too. lol

at the radio booth during our rehearsals. I was the director of the network simulation exercise.

with Dianne during one of our rehearsals.

my groupmate and friend Soccii, who happened to be our over-all producer

Marnique's Sweet 18th

2010-12-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

It took me months before I could blog about this and I am really sorry for that.

Anyway, my very good college friend, Marnique, turned 18 last November 5 and celebrated it with family and friends at Tivoli Gardens. The party was not a typical 18th party because no dinner was served. It was a desserts party and a mobile bar came along with it. That night, I was with my college friends and I've seen some of my several high school batchmates too. I got tipsy at the end of the party, so I need to sober up before going home.

with college friends: Sarah, Candice, Icia, Zia, Sam, Kc & me

with Marnique & Maiko

with Lei, Diana & Andi

The Outfit:

peach/yellow/orange dress from Get Laud

stilettos from Charles and Keith

black bag from mom's closet

bangle from a random store

watch from Anne Klein

Sorry for the pixelated video because I just used my phone's camera when I took this. Also, I'm apologizing for the lame video editing- there were actually 4 videos that I combined into 1. Apparently, while I was recording, I forgot to edit the camera's setting. Therefore, all videos ended on the 11th second. lol. :P

Day 10: One quote that describes your life right now

2010-12-28T15:15:00.001+08:00

"I don't think we should tell them what we're going to do in advance. Let them think. Worry. Wonder. Uncertainty is the most chilling thing of all." - Vernon A. Walter

I just let destiny do its thing. I am not interfering or trying to cheat with my fate. I am laid back, spontaneous and having a great time with my life.

Day 9: Two movies you absolutely love

2010-12-28T14:53:00.000+08:00

There are a lot of good movies that I absolutely love, but I only need to name two.

My choices will be:
If Only- starring Jennifer Love Hewitt
Notting Hill- starring Julia Roberts

Day 8: Three favorite cartoon characters

2010-12-26T16:08:00.000+08:00

When I was a kid, I'm a die hard fan of Hello Kitty! You could see Hello Kitty all over my things & I was obsessed with her!

Winnie the Pooh is also one of my favorites because Pooh is a bear! I love bears & I love hugging my teddy bears. lol :P

Is Barbie doll considered a cartoon character? If yes, then she's on my list. I never played with my dolls because I preferred them to be on display, but from time to time, I have changed their clothes. :P

Day 7: Four songs that describe your life right now.

2010-12-26T15:53:00.001+08:00

Just the Way You Are- Bruno Mars
Happy- Leona Lewis
Love the Way You Lie (Part 2)- Rihanna ft. Eminem
So Close- Jon McLaughlin

So here's a little explanation why those songs were chosen to describe my life at the moment:
- being myself & yourself. feeling laid back yet everything is awesome (Just the Way You Are)
- indeed I'm happy, just the right amount of happiness (Happy)
- oh, you can't fool me. Some people are lying right on my face, but hell I'm aware. I just love hearing your lies (Love the Way You Lie)
- so close, yet so far (So Close)

Sometimes I'm turning into a bipolar. I could not explain thoroughly my mixed emotions, but over-all, I feel good.

Day 6: Five things you can eat everyday

2010-12-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

Nom-nom-nom!

Pasta (red or white sauce)
Beef Broccoli
Chicken Pastel by my mom
Pork Sinigang
Barbecue

I love Filipino, Chinese, Italian, English, and Mexican cuisines. Unfortunately, I'm not a fan of Japanese foods because they're mostly made of seafoods and I cannot eat seafoods because I am allergic to it. Although, I love the smell of any seafood that has a butter all over it! Smells yummy. lol :P

Day 5: Six of your favorite books

2010-12-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

Most of my favorites were turned into a movie. Sadly, I still have not read the novels that I watched in cinemas which happened to be a favorite like A Walk to Remember, The Last Song, The Time Traveler's Wife, etc.

The Notebook- Nicholas Sparks
The Lucky One- Nicholas Sparks
Harry Potter 1 till 4- J.K. Rowling (I haven't read the 5th book till the last)
The Da Vinci Code- Dan Brown
Teenage Beauty- Bobbi Brown
any cook book

I'm currently reading Message in a Bottle by Nicholas Sparks and I'm hopeful that I get to finish reading it before the 3rd term begins. I'm planning to read the whole novel collection of Nicholas Sparks. I read books that are related to fashion, cosmetics, beauty, interior decorating, biographies, history, and food. I'm also into reading suspense, drama and chick-flick books.

Day 4: Seven people who inspire you and why

2010-12-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

Remember their names!

Audrey Hepburn- a classic! She's very beautiful inside and out. No plastic surgery was performed on her.
Jackie Kennedy (later on Onassis)- a package! Beauty, brains & passion packed into one. She's very sophisticated and I admire her fashion sense.
Princess Diana of Wales- a beautiful person with a golden heart! She really knows how to socialize with all kinds of people.
Leighton Meester- Queen B! I love seeing her on tv, magazines and the internet. A woman of style & elegance!
Ashley & Mary-Kate Olsen- Fashionable Twins! I love them both! :)
My mother- bec. she's my mom & we're almost the same in everything except that I play sports. lol =))

Day 3: Eight places you want to visit

2010-12-19T02:04:00.000+08:00

Someday. someday...

Paris, France
London, England
Prague, Czech Republic
Madrid, Spain
Caribbean Islands
Frankfurt, Germany
Geneva, Switzerland
Brussels, Belgium

Mostly Europe bec. it's easy to go to our neighboring countries in Asia. I already excluded US, Canada and Australia bec. I have relatives in the latter two, as well as in the west coast of the US while my family lives in the east coast.

Day 2: Nine things you can't live without.

2010-12-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

The things I cannot live without:

Cash
Gadgets (phone, iPod, etc)
Internet
Sunglasses
Concealer from Elianto
Cardigan (i have a lot in my closet)
Toothbrush
A pair of Havaianas (to keep me comfy when my feet is dead tired from heels)
Black strapless bras ( i have tons & it's the safest thing to have)

The 10-Day Challenge | Day 1: Ten thing you wanted to be/want to be when you're older.

2010-12-17T11:52:00.001+08:00

Gonna do this challenge during my holiday break.

Day 1: Ten thing you wanted to be/want to be when you're older.

Day 2: Nine things you can't live without.

Day 3: Eight places you want to visit.

Day 4: Seven people who inspire you and why.

Day 5: Six of your favorite books.

Day 6: Five things you can eat everyday.

Day 7: Four songs that describe your life right now.

Day 8: Three favorite cartoon characters.

Day 9: Two movies you absolutely love.

Day 10: One quote that describes your life right now.

Day 1: Ten thing you wanted to be/want to be when you're older.

A Model- it does not matter whether it's for print, tv ad, ramp or just simply being a role model.
An Interior Designer
A Fashion Designer
A Producer
A Businesswoman
A Corporate Lawyer
A Mother of Twins :P
An Events Planner
A Traveler
A Photographer

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month

2010-11-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Highs:
Lazy Mondays- it's either we didn't have a class bec. it was a holiday or it was declared as free cut. :)) No classes every Monday for the whole month of November :P
Happy Thursdays- bonding with my high school friends till night
RADIPRO practices- i had fun in the radio booth as director, mixer and DJ
Marnique's birthday- I had fun except for some parts

Lows:
My best friend & I were not in speaking terms for 3 weeks and 3 days
Wednesday mornings- hate the fact that some people will bug me early in the morning & expecting me to show up in class
Harmful rumors- I appreciate the concern of some people, but I totally hate the rumor
I currently hate 2 idiots- I swear, have a decent life & get off with me

Day 29 -Goals for the next 30 days

2010-11-29T14:27:00.000+08:00

Goals:

- finish all final papers in advance
- do a Christmas shopping
- find a nice restaurant for our Christmas dinner with friends
- claim my planner for 2011
- send my stuffs to the repair shop (the ones that need repair)
- cook something for Christmas & New Year's Eve
- buy a new hair iron & new earphones
- get a new haircut & new hair color
- start drafting a design for my room in our home in the States
- patiently wait for my gadgets to arrive

Day 27 - A problem that you have had & Day 28 - Something that you miss

2010-11-29T14:13:00.001+08:00

Day 27:

Everyone has a problem & for the recent months, the problem I have has something to do with my sister. She's a totally wasted kid & I swear, I'm running out of patience with her. She does not know what responsibility means and she's neglecting her commitments at home. She's very disturbing as well. She has turned into a really different person & I have to blame the people that she goes out with for that. I'm not talking about her classmates or anyone from the same school, but I'm blaming those friends who live near my place. I find them very user friendly & those people do not even have a touch of finesse. I'm not discriminating, but they're so different from us. They don't even have the right attitude.

Day 28:

I miss the whole family. This will be the 2nd Christmas that I'll be alone. :(

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why & Day 26- What kind of person attracts you

2010-11-29T14:00:00.002+08:00

Day 25:
I am not really sure about this one! I don't think that there is someone whom I find fascinating. :P

Day 26:

The kind of person that attracts me:

- let's not be hypocrite, of course we're after good looking guys
- loves kids and dogs
- plays soccer
- can cook
- would rather chill than party
- has a humor/ common sense & whom I could talk to about anything
- has a direction and dreams in life
- sweet and very spontaneous
- loves long walks, outdoors and beach trips
- appreciates beautiful places
- could prove to me that not all men are the same

I wonder if ever i'll meet such person. I just hope that I'll end up with someone who is like the above mentioned or at least, close to that.

Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it's about

2010-11-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

My favorite films will be those based from Nicholas Sparks' novels. Of course, it's his trademark that somebody will die before the ending. Despite the tragic deaths, I still like his stories because it can really touch lives and it can make me cry.

Chick flicks are my favorite even if they are cheesy. I also like films that are based from real events like Pearl Harbor and Titanic.

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive

2010-11-29T13:32:00.000+08:00

Brad Pitt

Chace Crawford

Channing Tatum

David Beckham

As for the 5th one, I'm still undecided. :P

Day 22 - How you changed in the past 2 years

2010-11-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

2 years seem like a short span of time, but despite, there was a drastic change from 2008 to 2010.

2008 vs. 2010

In 2008,
I was still in high school
I had a boyfriend
I had no boylets
I sported a long black hair
I was in a bad state of depression
I was always negative

In 2010,
I'm in college
I have no boyfriend
I have many boylets
I sport a short brown hair
I feel giddy
I have a very positive attitude

Definitely, I am a better person now. More matured and more carefree!

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

2010-11-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

Gossip Girl!♥
Why I love it?
It shows the sophistication of life. I love beauty, fashion, & glamour minus the drama!

Aside from Gossip Girl, I love watching reality shows like Jersey Shore, My Super Sweet 16, Teen Mom, and Cribs.

Day 20 - How important you think education is

2010-11-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Education is definitely important because it is the foundation to become a productive person. Although for some, college is not necessary anymore because you've learned everything in high school that you need in life. Educated people have an edge among those who did not study especially in this country, where education is a big factor in order to get a job.

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents

2010-11-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

It is inevitable that at times, you will disrespect your parents. Kids and parents conflict because of the generation gap. They do not understand certain things and vice-versa. I did not intentionally disrespect my parents, it was just that, time will come and you won't get along and you will get pissed off. I'm sure you do understand what I was trying to relate. No matter what, I love my parents and I try not to argue as much as possible.

Day 18 - Your beliefs

2010-11-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

1. Power of karma.
2. Faith is more important than religion.
3. Positivity will give you the best results.
4. Be happy and you will feel good.
5. Everything happens for a reason.
6. Chocolates unleash my depression.
7. Right time.
8. Love myself before others.
9. The mind can't rule over the heart.
10. Believe in yourself.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year

2010-11-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

Everything written below will be based from what is found in my planner. :)

Highs:
- 3rd term! SPEECOM days- cause I love talking. Play in HUMAART where I played as a slut.
- Night outs! Spontaneous sleepovers at my friends' houses
- Summer 2010! :) Zambales & Tagaytay♥
- my 19th birthday triple celebration!
- Baguio trip with my best friend last term break
- 10.10.10 - cause it's lucky daw
- Batangas getaway
- unplanned road trips with friends

Lows:
- the time I got allergies bec. of stress that was brought by MASSCOM
- dealing with idiots- with an S! so that makes it low. Too much to handle
- cramming & procrastinating that led to sleepless nights
- debating with my professor because of the unfair grading system

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music

2010-11-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

I'm an avid music listener. I could listen to any genre, but definitely not novelty. I don't like novelty because it does not make sense and the crowd that listens to that particular genre are those from class C and below. I do not discriminate the genre because of its audience- it has nothing to do with it. I do not like it because songs under novelty have no substance and it is purely made of noise.

I'm lucky because I am updated with the latest songs and I always have the chance to enjoy it before going mainstream and becoming everyone's favorite. I appreciate music/songs when only a few people could listen to it. I sounded selfish because of the former, but I don't want to be part of the bandwagon. Once a song becomes a mainstream music, I'd listen again to the new ones and enjoy listening to it before it becomes the people's choice.

Day 15 - Your favorite Tumblr blogs

2010-11-24T19:56:00.001+08:00

My favorite Tumblr blogs:

In alphabetical order

Art
http://ainsleeinwonderland.tumblr.com
http://fieldsofelysium.tumblr.com
http://gingerangie.tumblr.com
http://halycon-daze.tumblr.com
http://sweethomestyle.tumblr.com

Fashion
http://bettyada.tumblr.com
http://cherichictopia.tumblr.com
http://fashionblogs.tumblr.com
http://lovemontage.tumblr.com
http://mslilith.tumblr.com
http://thisismyatelier.tumblr.com

Personal
http://danielagamboa.tumblr.com
http://guiastar.tumblr.com
http://iloveyoutothemoon-.tumblr.com

Quotes
http://lovequotesrus.tumblr.com

I suggest that you visit those sites during your spare time. :)

Day 14 - Your earliest memory

2010-11-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not, I still have my memory inside my mother's womb. I know that not many people would believe me, but it's really true. As early as 5, I already told mom about it and I was describing everything. How could a 5 year old do that? Hey, children do not lie!

All I could remember was a really small space and it was really hard to move, and most of the time it's dark. I could see some light though at times. Have you tried closing your eyes while there is a light? It somehow looks orange, right? That's how it looked like inside the womb at times. Then I could hear mom talking to a lady all the time. I'm not sure though who she was talking to, but later on I found out that it was her doctor. I was already around 4-6 then when I first saw her and when I heard her voice, I have recognized it right away.

Mom said that among us 4, I was the one who gave her morning sickness, cravings for KFC chicken and sleeping disorder. She can't sleep at night because I was very active in her womb. I kept on moving that she felt vomiting all the time. Then her doctor told her, when she was still pregnant with me, that babies could hear people talking and mom should talk to me all the time. Hmmm, probably this story from mom would prove that my memory inside her womb is true.

@ 6 months

Day 13 - Somewhere you'd like to move or visit

2010-11-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

The place I'll be moving at:

Harpers Ferry WV. It is located in the country side and our place is the boundary of 3 states, namely WV, VA and MD. My family chose to live in the country side because life in the States is so fast-paced and my family members are workaholic, so we need a place away from the city. Our house was bought nearly 10 years ago, and I was so young then, and I find it boring to live in the country side. But hey, it is not boring in our place! We have everything in there that kids will enjoy- we have a playground, play house, swimming pool, jacuzzi, a really cool back & front yard, so kids will have no reason to go somewhere all the time. Now, we're old and we plan to remodel our house. Coming soon are our lovely gym (replacing our storage room in the basement), my new room (which is like a mini house) with a walk-in closet, and Marj's room. When the kids are in their teenage years, they might use my room bec. I'll be married by then. :)) Our place is so perfect for parties because of its space and we can make noise without the neighbors complaining (we invite our neighbors whenever we have parties at home) and it's the board and lodging place of our relatives visiting east coast.

L-R: my sister-in-law, my aunt, sister-in-law's sister and their mom, my uncle and aunt

with plenty of trees around as well as visitors.

my brother and my aunt and on the background is the side of our house

the front yard and the driveway where my brother and his kids chase each other

my nieces working at the front yard

my brother on the diving board (it's 7 or 8ft deep) and behind him is the jacuzzi and his friend

yes to parties at home! :)

little Alfie on the swing and inside the play house

BTW: the pictures above were taken in 2005

The places I'd like to visit:

Definitely, Europe! I'll have a European tour someday. I'll be visiting too my relatives in Brisbane and Edmonton and I wanna go to Acapulco, Mexico,The Bahamas and Caribbean islands.

My sister in Paris, France in 2001. Eiffel Tower on the background.

I envy my sister for she had toured the whole Europe during her single days.

She had been to a lot of places: Japan, Australia, New Zealand, India, rest of Asia, Middle East, Europe, Africa, but she has not been to Canada and South America

Aside from those dream places, I want to visit also our house back in the 90s in Falls Church VA. I plan to see also my sister's old houses in Silver Spring MD and in Jacksonville NC and I wanna visit my grandpa in Chattanooga, Tennessee.

my aunt and niece visiting my sister's place in Jacksonville NC in 2005

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day

2010-11-14T03:25:00.000+08:00

5:30am- turned off my alarm at 5:30am & waited for Reanne's alarm to ring at 6am
6:00am- got up from Reanne's bed and turned on the laptop
6:05am- went online while Reanne's taking a bath
6:40am- changed into my school clothes and went downstairs for breakfast
6:45am- ate breakfast with Reanne while waiting for her dad
7:10am- left their house and I was dropped off at SM Bicutan
7:30am- commuted from Parañaque going to my house & I got lost
8:15am- went online while running some errands at home
11:00am- took a bath then changed into another outfit
12:30pm- left the house and went to school
1:30pm- practiced with my groupmates in the radio booth
3:40pm- left the booth and met up with Reanne and Cat
3:40-5:00pm- spent time with these two girls (ate fishballs, stalked Cat's crush, went around the campus)
5:00pm- Cat dropped me off at LRT Vito Cruz
5:30pm- finally the train arrived with enough space inside
6:00pm- reached Makati and went to DQ in Glorietta for ice cream
7:30pm- Ace arrived and we ate at KFC (i was badly craving for hot shots)
8:15pm- went around Greenbelt and looked for a not-so-crowded coffee shop
9:00pm- stayed at Starbucks, Glorietta with Ace and talked about anything and everything
Nov. 13
12:30am- left the coffee shop and went back to Greenbelt
1:00am- looking for a cab so I could go home
1:15am- finally I arrived home

Day 11 - Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that come up.

2010-11-11T06:02:00.000+08:00

Amsterdam- Coldplay
Love Story- Taylor Swift
Meet Me Halfway- Black Eyed Peas
Single Ladies- Beyonce Knowles
Wonderwall- Oasis
If I were a Boy- Beyonce Knowles
Your Body is a Wonderland- John Mayer
One Less Lonely Girl- Justin Bieber
Tick Tock- Kesha ft. P. Diddy
Jump- Flo Rida ft. Nelly Furtado

What a random list of songs...

Shoutout to My Stalkers

2010-11-11T05:00:00.000+08:00

I did not ask you to visit and read my blog, so by any chance, you do not have any right to get mad at me. It is my blog and not yours- meaning, I could say whatever I want to say in my own little place in the cyberspace. If you don't like what I am posting, you're free to leave. In the first place, I didn't even ask you to visit my page, dumbass. :| If you envy me, might as well make your own blog & you're free to say your insights in your own blog site.

And to some stupid people who can't even seem to understand what they have read:
Can you see the title of my blog site? It's called Confessions of a Self-aholic. It's all about my life confessions, and therefore, it's about my memories- either good or bad. You do not have any right to question why I remember some things, including my past relationship. Well, too bad for you cause I have a clear memory and most of them are to be treasured forever- and I could talk about it whenever I want to.

And to those who feel insecure:
I am not to be blamed for your insecurity. I feel so bad for you though, cause I am not doing anything, yet you feel so insecure. What more if I put some effort? :> Remember, I am not competing with anyone, so better shut your mouth because you're just wasting your energy. :)

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and your first kiss.

2010-11-10T09:21:00.003+08:00

This is kinda an awkward thing for me to blog about, but it's part of the challenge so I might as well do it. After all, such a long time has already passed.

First love:
I met him back when I was a freshman in high school and he was in his junior year through a classmate and another through an old admirer of mine- so I was introduced twice. I used to hate him back then and I forgot why. The spark between us has developed and eventually we found ourselves together in each other's arms in the summer of 2006. Our relationship lasted for like 3 1/2 years with all the ups and the downs. Our relationship was really smooth in the 1st 17 months that we're together, but it was ruined by a nigga bitch. Of course, I did not let that nigga bitch have her victory, so I bitched up on her as well. I'm sure, until now, the nigga bitch still hates me because of what I did (well, you deserved it honey cause you messed up with the wrong girl) Back to our love story, we were off for around 7 months and we gave our relationship another chance, which lasted for 4 months. It did not work because of "distance", but sorry I don't believe in such, and I had a feeling that there's another girl flirting with him or most likely, it was he, who was flirting with the girl. As usual, I was right. Yeah, there's another whore showing up, but I can't blame her. She may not even know that I am existing. The connection between us remained, and he was trying to fix things with me, so he went home in 2009, and it was like us, but not us. He left and still, the connection remained. After some time, I could feel the coldness, so I decided to call it quits on the 21st of November 2009, because he was having an affair with a woman who was also in a relationship with another guy. Ugh, another whore. We didn't talk for almost a month, but he can't stop himself from talking to me. Again, he's trying to patch things up, apologizing for doing shit, and he wants us to "start" all over again. The very nice Meli still has the freakin' feelings for this stupid guy and gave another chance. Mind you, 3 1/2 years is not a joke. It was not that easy. It's like I grew up with him and he's been there throughout my teenage years. Everything seemed okay, but not really because I was having this sort of instinct about him with another girl. Again, I was right. On the 20th of January 2010, I ended everything-as in cut all my communications with him and hid all the stuffs that reminded him of me. Well, you now take a guess of what happened the next day? If you don't know, it's for you to find out. My once upon a time didn't end happily ever after, and it's the kind of ending that you don't want to happen to you- everything was put to waste just like that, but I know that there is a good reason why it happened, although nobody wanted it to end the harsh way.

*okay, too much drama- enough. yeah, that's basically an overlook of my past- there are more but I would like to keep it away from the world and it would just remain between me and him and the people who were there during our time.

First kiss:
Of course, it was with my first love too. The first kiss was a stolen one. =)) but the real first kiss? hmmm, it happened when I was 14 turning 15, and it's still clear in my memory. It was a sweet, young one and whenever I'll remember it, I could not help, but reminisce my good old days.

summer 2008

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like

2010-11-09T04:38:00.001+08:00

2 things that I consider the most to have in my future:

happy family
successful career

I would really love to have a happy family and living in the upscale city of the elites, while on weekends, we spend it in our ranch in the countryside. During holidays, we visit different places around the world, and I want my children to experience the Christmas and New Year holidays in Manila. Even though I am sure that I will no longer reside in the Philippines, and it is expected that my kids will be growing up in the United States, I want my children to have the Filipino values and morals. I don't want my kids growing up like those other Filipino kids in the United States. I am also planning to put them in a private school, (though public in the States is pretty much okay), because I am taking into consideration the kind of crowd that they will be surrounding themselves. Enough of the kids- now, the husband. I prefer a Filipino guy with a good attitude. I don't want a lazy man and a guy who will just give me headaches and heartaches.

As for my career, I want to pursue my love for fashion and the arts. I will be creating a name in the fashion industry, although my main job is a film or TV show producer. I would also be looking after my business which I co-partnered with my best friends. I also want to do freelance interior design.

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life

2010-11-09T04:05:00.000+08:00

When am I satisfied with my life?

Whenever I have accomplished my goals and when things are happening according to my will. I feel satisfied too when I am surrounded by good vibes.

I am free-spirited and that makes me a happy and satisfied person.

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality

2010-11-07T03:04:00.000+08:00

Gemini Personality

"The Gemini female is slender and of medium height. Their eyes are very visible and attractive with dark eyebrows. She also possesses longer arms and legs and mostly uses her hands while talking. While walking, the Gemini female moves quickly. "

- Oh yes, that is indeed me!

"The very first thing to be noticed about a Gemini is their versatility in communication and know-it-all impression. They appear to have knowledge of each and every subject and whatever the other person likes to discuss, they move with the flow. This trait makes them very popular and earns them a lot of friends easily."

- For some sort of whatever, I really don't know why I could say a lot about different things.

"A Gemini personality is very adaptable to the environment and can adjust easily in any situation and gathering. Mostly they are quite witty and clever, and enjoy intellectual discussions more than most. These people are mostly very quick in their actions and thoughts, and thus unable to concentrate on a specific matter for long. Their points of interest swing continuously and make them lacking in specialized knowledge of a particular topic. They are very good at initiating different projects but soon they loose their interest and move to a next idea."

- Yes, I need to focus on something.

"A Gemini personality enjoys the light and happy side of life and takes things very lightly. This trait provides them a lot of friends, because people enjoy being around them and forgetting their miseries and problems for a time being. However, this tendency of taking every thing lightly deprives them of those friends and relations, which require emotional support and understanding of deeper issues of life."

- I'm an optimistic person and I always take the positive side.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself

2010-11-06T10:31:00.001+08:00

I have done this before, but only 10 interesting facts were asked. I'm gonna do this again, but this time it's 30.

All the chocolates will not last for 24 hours inside the fridge because I am going to eat them all.
If you are going to look at my crushes, all of them have thick eyebrows and long eyelashes.
I don't freakin gain weight, even if I eat a lot..
My penmanship is really small and sometimes you might need a magnifying glass to read it.
When I'm crying and I use a roll of tissue to wipe my tears, I would only stop if I have consumed the whole roll.
I can't stand seeing cluttered things around and I'm gonna shout at you, if that is your stuff.
I'm not really sure if I know how to apply the eyeshadow, yet I receive lots of compliments about my eye make up.
My fingernails are always long, and looks like I have a permanent french tip.
My favorite color is purple and if given the chance I would have it trademarked under my name.
Most of my road trips are spontaneous trips.
Some people hate me yet they stalk me and want to know everything about me.
You don't want me to be your enemy coz I could really make your life a living hell.
Kathleen and Marcella are both my best friends. The 3 of us are best friends.
I can't leave the house without my sunglasses.
I wanna be a supermodel, but I still need some height coz I only stand 5'7".
I'm planning to take another degree- either fashion design or interior design.
I'm one of the boys- that is according to many people.
It's normal for me to sleep for more than 12 hours on weekends.
I may not look like one, but within me, I'm kinda emo.
I'm so talkative and I don't run out of things to say.
I love playing soccer with hot guys while it's drizzling.
I'm allergic to all kinds of sea food.
Some songs and movies could instantly make me cry.
My first relationship was really a long one, 3 1/2 years.
I do sleep talk and sleep walk.
I don't have patience for idiots.
I have many online accounts- 2 Y! mails, AOL mail, facebook, 2 tumblr accounts, twitter, plurk, blogspot, youtube, photobucket, multiply, chictopia, lookbook, formspring, skype, oovoo, polyvore
I have shut down several of my online accounts- friendster, hi5, sms.ac, xanga. Btw, I never created a myspace account.
I love kwek-kwek/queggs- the orange eggs you'll find in the streets.
I'm not a bitch, but I'm THE bitch. :>

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life

2010-11-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

Let's get emo!

Back in Junior high, I went through a rough path. I could not take the thing that happened to me, so I started hurting myself, physically. I used the tip of the scissors to slash my wrists, but I know it won't work because I'm not strong enough to see my bleeding wrists. I was really in a bad state of depression because I did not eat for several days and I only had water, I could not sleep for days, I was irritated to everything and so on. Sleep deprivation is really bad for me because I am anemic, and I feel like passing out whenever I have a low blood pressure. I resorted to some iron supplements so I could get back to my normal system, and there's this warning on the box of the medicine that goes like this, "WARNING: DRUG OVERDOSE MAY POISON THE BLOOD" I was too stubborn and I took the medicine all at the same time, then I slept. I woke up feeling a little better the next day and next thing I knew, I was already having a heart palpitation.

Even during our lowest moments, suicide is not the answer to it. Everything happens for a reason and we're given challenges because God knows that we can take them and it makes us a stronger person in the end.

Day 04 - Your views on religion

2010-11-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

I respect all kinds of faith and beliefs and I'm not the one to judge you with your choice.

I am a Catholic, but not a conservative one. I do not follow all the customs and traditions of my religion, because some of those happen only in this country and I find it a waste of time. Those customs and traditions that I am referring to were used by the Spaniards to colonize our mother land centuries ago.

Don't get me wrong, I pray all the time to say thank you for all the blessings that I have and I love God.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

2010-11-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

I am a person who wants a clean living. Vices are not much in my system, and I am proud to say that I have eliminated some of those that I used to do, such as smoking. Hopefully, no friend of mine would be a demon and tempt me to smoke again.

On the other hand, I am very liberated when it comes to things that would affect morality, such as drugs and alcohol. I do not really mind people who are into it. Just as long as I am not affected, I do not care. If these things would make a person happy, then go for it and enjoy your life and let us see what will happen to you in the end.

On drugs:
This is one thing that I would not do in my entire life, because I don't think I would be needing it. People who are into drugs have a higher chance of acquiring mental retardation, and I have heard stories of rich people turning into street people because they have lost all their possessions due to drug abuse.

On alcohol:
I drink occasionally. Mostly during victory parties and I am a hardcore drinker. I could last normally until the end, just as long as you don't serve me beers and rhums, or else you will see me losing control and eventually, passing out. Alcohol is actually good to our system, but make sure you don't get too much of it or you'll end up ruining your liver.

Day 02 - Where you'd like to be in 10 years.

2010-11-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

10 years from now, I will be 29, and by then:

I have my own business and my business partners will be my best friends
I have established my name in the fashion industry (worldwide)
I have been practicing my love for interior design and event planning
I have produced several films and tv shows
I have kids and I am happily married
I have bought my own mansion and sports cars
I have donated several of my income to my chosen charity

Day 01 - Your current relationship status. If single, discuss how single life is.

2010-11-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

Current relationship status: SINGLE

I have been single for a long time already, but it was a personal choice. People around me would really love to see me in a relationship, but believe me, I don't want to be involved in any kind of relationship now. I don't want to be with someone and later on I would just leave him here. This is the time that I must enjoy my friends, because I am leaving soon. I have been going out though with different guy friends, nothing really serious, or probably I did not take them seriously. :)) I have told those men that they should not expect something in return from me, and I am very glad that everyone respected me.

How is my single life?

Indeed, I am very happy. Although at times, I miss being in a relationship (but that is really a different thing) I feel so blessed to have great friends, and they are more like a family to me and I love them to bits. Being single means that there is no control freak to handle my life. I could do anything I wish to. I could wear anything I want, I could hang out with any people I want, I could go wherever I want and I could go home anytime I want. Everything is so carefree and I love it!♥

November Project: 30-day Challenge (Random Questions)

2010-11-01T01:17:00.002+08:00

This month's challenge:

Day 01 - Your current relationship status. If single, discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you'd like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and your first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that come up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you'd like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite Tumblr blogs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How you changed in the past 2 years.
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it's about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 -Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

Sweet Escape

2010-11-01T00:17:00.001+08:00

What is the best way to get rid of stress?

The answer: Unwind and have spontaneous road/beach trips.

I was invited to go the beach just a few days ago with my aunt and cousins. It was such a perfect timing because I really wanted to escape the stress that school brings to me. The fresh air, sound of the waves and the beach itself are very calming. It helped me ease the tension that I have within me.

We drove for 3 hours going to Laiya, San Juan Batangas, south of Manila, with no stop-overs. When we reached the resort, I could feel heaven. :)) I had a good time in the place. :)

Virgin Beach Resort

paradise

with my aunt and cousins

good times :)

Day 1

Day 2

and we found a starfish :)

A Magazine Project

2010-10-31T22:25:00.001+08:00

My friend's friend from Ateneo asked us to model for their school project. It is a magazine that will feature the top 4 universities in the country, and we represented DLSU.

I had fun during the shoot! ♥

my suitcase with all the clothes, accessories, shoes and make up

with my style consultant, Jossa

with Anna and our Ateneo friends, Raiza & Angela

representing DLSU: Jossa, Anna, me and Abbey

The Outfit:
dress: People are People
cardigan: Zara
black flats- Artwork
necklace and bangle: bought at Landmark
ring: bought from a thrift store in Quezon City
headband: borrowed from Jossa

Some photos were from Raiza & Jossa

Golda Goes Old Hollywood

2010-10-27T05:14:00.000+08:00

I was invited to attend the debut of my best friend's blockmate last October 1 in Blue Leaf, McKinley Hill, and I had some fun time spending with my schoolmates from DLSU. I really miss going to events like this, because the debut year of my friends in CSA are over.

It was really a rich kid's debut party. Besides Golda's debut party that night, she also got her first car, which is a Subaru SUV type (i'm not familiar with the exact model) and she got another expensive gift from her parents. Aww! The perks of being an only child plus coming from a rich family. :)) Golda, if you're reading this, I just want to tell you that I had fun that night and I wish you all the best. <3 Meli

with Mariel, Mikey, Art, Lara, Sab & Kim

Clockwise L-R: Ab, Karl, Jesswa, Benj, Me, Mariel, Golda, Kim & Lara

the girls from their block (i'm the odd one out here)

3rd row: Hazel, me, Kim, Lara, Kheem & Kyle

2nd row: Raizel, Jesswa, Issel, Golda, Mariel, Art

1st row: Monique, April, Rhea

Mariel, Noikee, Kim, Golda, me & Ramon

with Drei this time

The Outfit:
Inspired by Audrey Hepburn
Black dress- United Colors of Benetton
Violet oxford peep-toe heels- Janylin
Pearl necklace- bought at Landmark
black stocking- from closet

On a Saturday Evening

2010-10-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

It has been my past time to hang out at High Street every weekend or any day that I am free. I walk around and visit stores or go inside coffee shops to eat while I read a book. Sometimes, I would eat dinner with my sister and our lovely dog. It is actually my comfort zone, and it is so near my house. I just love it there- very laidback and cozy.

sorry for posting a blurry pic

The Outfit:

beige tunic top- from People are People

olive green harem pants- from Terranova

lavender oxford shoes- Ichigo from The Ramp

brown handbag- Mango

coffee- hot mocha from Starbucks

A Spontaneous Vacation

2010-10-25T15:11:00.002+08:00

Early last month, I went up tp Baguio together with my best friend, Mariel, her parents and our college friend, Art. Everything was planned just a night before we left Manila, which is a Wednesday night and we went home on Sunday night, just a day before the new term starts. We stayed at Mariel's rest house, which I absolutely love. It was such a memorable experience for me. We went around in Baguio (such as the Burnham Park, Session Road, Mines View Park, The Mansion, and Camp John Hay). We also went to the non-airconditioned SM Baguio and Wright Park where we had a picture with the horse.

Day 1 @SM Baguio with Mariel

@ Session Road's ukay ukay with Art

Day 2: breakfast with the family

in their backyard

with the fortune teller in Burnham Park

with my best friend in Burnham Park

shopping at Mines View Park

Day 3- walking at Loakan airport

just across The Mansion

Manor inside Camp John Hay

my best friend's rest house

with Mariel, Tita Carmen, & Art

Day 30- Who are you?

2010-10-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

This entry will be written in a third person perspective.

Melissa is a simple person, who enjoys the company of her friends and family. She grew up to be outgoing, confident, and frank, which is why some people just hates her. She has always been optimistic and believes in the saying, "never give up". She loves to plan things in advance in order to make things organize, but she loves it more when things happen spontaneously, yet according to her will.

Ever since a kid, she has been playing different kinds of sport, and has found history subject an interesting one. Upon studying history and the different cultures, she has welcomed art in her life. Through the years, she developed her passion for the arts, and today, fashion design, interior design, photography, and performing are what she considers to be some of the things that she greatly adores.

Despite of the glamour-sounding interests that she has, she remained to be a down to earth person, which can be attested by her old friends. On rainy days, she usually reads a book while having a sip of coffee or watches a film on DVD while eating her homemade popcorn. She enjoys eating street foods as well as the one that she cooks and bakes.

Melissa is a happy go lucky person and she finds happiness in the most simple things.

My goal in life:
One day, I’ll be traveling around the world, working in the field of fashion and would be an inspiration to those who have the same passion as mine.

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

2010-10-02T17:20:00.000+08:00

The month of September was really a fast one. I could now wake up because as the songs says, wake me up when September ends. Over-all, September was a good one, despite the unwanted outcome of my grade in one of my subjects. It was really a good month because of our Baguio getaway, new term for school year 2010-2011, and the spontaneous trip to Quezon City to watch my friend's gig.

If there is one thing that I learned in the past month, that is to do everything on my own and do not depend on others to submit my project. If I will be doing things on my own, then there is no one to blame in case of an unfotunate event.

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

2010-10-02T05:23:00.000+08:00

Sept. 24, 2009

Oct. 1, 2010

I have changed a lot when the year 2010 came, because I felt that I need a make-over and I want a new me. Last year, as seen from the first picture, I got a longer black hair and it has undergone a major hair repair. In the recent photo, my hair is shorter (cannot be seen though), I got side swept bangs and I dyed my hair as well. The color is called warm natural, although my hair looks red in pictures. Many people have observed too that I look blooming all the time. :">

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

2010-09-30T23:04:00.001+08:00

I am doing this 30-day challenge because I used to have a lot of free time before the term has started. Now that it is second term, I hardly have a free time to blog, but as much as possible I try to update it, even if it would be just once a week.

Day 26- What you think about your friends

2010-09-30T21:33:00.001+08:00

A lot of people tell me that I am the type of person who looks so snobbish and unapproachable, but in reality, got lots of friends and could possibly bag the award for Ms. Congeniality.

I have always considered myself as a friendly and social-loving being. I could not imagine myself as an anti-social and being alone in one corner. Friends will always be a part of me and I could not live without them because I enjoy spending my time with others.

I love all my friends and they are all awesome. Each one of them has something that I truly admire and that could be the possible reason why we remain to be friends. If I am going to describe my friends, most of them are outgoing and always game, they love road trips, food trips and they are all vain! :)

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

2010-09-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

Every bag that I own has its function and for this entry, I will use my school bag. Here's a peek of what's inside my bag:

2010 Starbucks planner
Henry IV Part I book
black pen, red pen, yellow highlighter, and correction tape
sunglasses
Skyflakes
umbrella
comb, baby wipes, toothbrush, concealer, pink lipstick, gray and brown eyeliner
keys
cellphone
wallet, pink coin purse
Ice Mint and lighter

Day 24- A letter to your parents

2010-09-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

Dearest Mommy and Papa,

I could not be more thankful for having you as my parents. Both of you are the most understanding and supportive parents. Thank you so much for trusting me, and for always listening when I feel down. As your good daughter, I will remain responsible and I will continue to keep up my grades. As promised, I will be the one to finance your world tour once I am already working. :) I love you so much and I miss you! :)

With love always,
Lissa

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

2010-09-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

If there are some things that I crave a lot that would be a list of food, and they are the following:

chocolates
pizza
hotdogs
ice cream
cake
pasta

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

2010-09-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

Each individual has a unique and distinctive personality. We are all born different from one another. We may possess a characteristic that another person does not and vice-versa. All of us are special because at some point in life, we are meant to shine.

I have a versatile personality. I try to be flexible at all times since I am dealing with different kinds of people and being flexible is my way of reaching out to a friend in order for us to have a happy relationship. I am the type of person that you could talk to about anything anytime you want because I am always there to listen. My advices are not really necessary unless it was asked and lending an ear to a friend is a way of showing the person that I truly care and I have time to listen despite my hectic schedule. Another thing that makes me different among my peers is my frankness towards people. I say whatever I want to say in a manner that I do not sound offensive because I believe that being true to your friends will establish a stronger friendship and it is best if it came straight from me and not from others who will just tell a hearsay.

The most obvious thing that I am different from the majority is my body type. I am a tall and skinny person (got some behind though but unfortunately I was not blessed with the front) Everywhere I go, I could be easily recognized and it is an advantage because people could easily remember me. No matter how much I indulge myself with food, nothing changes because of my fast metabolism.

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

2010-09-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

The things that basically make me happy:

spending time with friends
traveling around
eating anything
and dressing up anytime

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

2010-09-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I have no idea who will this person be. I am not really thinking about this that much since I'm still young and I have a long way to go. :)

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

2010-09-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

The nicknames that I have:

Meli- If you call me Meli, it is either we met in CSA or you heard an Augustinian calling me Meli.
Mel- You are a friend that I met in DLSU.
Issa- You are a relative.
Lissa- You are my dad! Or you are my nephews and nieces cause they always call me Auntie Lissa.

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

2010-09-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

My plans, dreams, goals in life as of the moment:

European tour with my friends (+ other tourist destinations in the world + our very own tourist spots)
Pursue law OR take a master's degree in communication or any media related course
Put up my own business like a clothing line, restaurant, or something that I find interesting
Besides my own business, I want a sideline such as becoming an interior designer and an events planner
Once I have the money, I will really donate it to my chosen charity
Try my luck in the glamorous world of modeling or show business abroad
Pamper my parents like what they did to me (it's time to return all the good things that they have done for us)
Bonding time with my nephews, nieces, siblings and parents- a weekend gathering is a must
After I have achieved those mentioned above, I think it is best to settle down and have my own family
Continue to dream & achieve them even if I already have my own family

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

2010-09-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

If ever I will be given a chance to switch lives with another person, I would rather not take it because I might want be in her shoes forever if that one day would be an epic one. I am content with my life and I am very happy with what I got and who am I.

Day 16- Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)

2010-09-19T10:20:00.001+08:00

January 1995- back when I was fatter

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

2010-09-19T08:52:00.000+08:00

iPod Nano: 4th gen.
Shuffle playlists:
1. Amsterdam- Coldplay
2. Teardrops on My Guitar- Taylor Swift
3. Good Girls Go Bad- Cobra Starship feat. Leighton Meester
4. Shake It- Metro Station
5. Crushcrushcrush- Paramore
6. Imma Be- Black Eyed Peas
7. In My Head- Jason Derulo
8. Waking Up in Vegas- Katy Perry
9. I Kissed A Girl- Katy Perry
10. Let's Just Fall in Love Again- Jason Castro

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

2010-09-19T05:23:00.000+08:00

I will not post our family picture since there is no recent one. Please bear with me. Thank you.

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

2010-09-19T02:04:00.003+08:00

“Once you gain pain, things will never be the same again.”

Dear You,
I tried my best to understand or perhaps put into my mind that what you did is unintentional. Never in my mind slipped that there will come a time that you will give me such pain because of the good times we had. I really look up to you and I have so much respect for you, but it was all gone after realizing that you did not value what we used to have. I was truly hurt of what you did, and apologizing cannot alleviate the pain right away. Early on, I have tried to fix things, but it did not work so I reached the point of choosing the other path and just continue with life even if it means that we have to drift apart. Sometimes I wonder what will happen if I remained to be there for you, but I think being there for you is something that you will always take for granted and this may cause greater pain for my part. As I am typing this now, I would like you to know that I cannot live in anger forever and we all have to move on and be happy. If one day, we will meet again, I promise to smile at you and I will thank you for making me a stronger person and believing in myself even if I was all alone.

PS: This letter is intended for several people.

-Meli

Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

2010-09-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

I've known blogger since 2005 from online friends. I used to blog before, but in Xanga and Friendster blog page, but I deleted my accounts because I've noticed that my entries were mostly rants about my crushes. :)) Then I started using the blog of Multiply, but I could not really blog in there, unlike here. I have finally made one in Blogger back on April 2009, right after high school graduation. I believe that this blog site serves as my college life journal. As I will browse this page, one day, I would see my transition through the years and this blog site would be a witness of how I grew up from a teenager to a young adult.

Day 11- Another Picture of You and Your Friends

2010-09-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

with Art and Marcella last Sept. 12 at Marcella's rest house in Baguio

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

2010-09-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

I don't have a particular favorite genre. I could listen to any song just as long as they are not heavy metal and novelty. When I am happy, I could listen to anything. As in no particular genre. When I'm sad, most of the time, I reminisce and I listen to slow old songs or something country. When I'm bored and hyped, I listen to RnB, techno or something that has a good beat and I could dance crazily. When I'm mad, I turn up the volume and I go for something that is mostly played in bars so that I could feel better.

Day 09- Something You're Proud of in the Past Few Days

2010-09-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

I'm so proud that finally I've come to Baguio with my college friend, Art, best friend, Marcella, and my best friend's parents. :)) Such a loser, I know. Whenever I tell my parents that I want to go there, they would insist not to because they (my parents & older siblings) are so sick of Baguio already. They've been going back and forth before I was born in 1991, twice a year. They even told me that it's not that beautiful anymore because the city area, where you could find Burnham Park and Session Road, is so dirty and they don't want to go up there and see a polluted Baguio City. Also, they told me that most hotels in Baguio are haunted by ghosts.

Day 08- Short Term Goals for This Month and Why

2010-09-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

Plans for September:

reserve tickets for Boracay 2011 trip with friends- it is cheaper if we book early
read both academic and non-academic books- it will help me survive 2nd term 2010-2011
visit ukay-ukay shops- i need to find the authentic signature brand vintage bag that I've been longing for some time already
learn the manual settings for DSLR- i need it for FOTOCOM & i don't want to end up with crappy photos
go home right after school from Monday-Wednesday & late on happy Thursdays- i need to balance my social life and school. I need to get enough rest on school days.
annoy my dad- so he would give me a new phone

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you

2010-09-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

If there would be someone who has a big impact on me, it will definitely be my parents. I grew up with them and I would say that I am close to them. I'm very open to them about the happenings in my life. My parents are not the typical ones so our relationship is better, I guess. They're like an older siblings and friends to me, which is why I could easily get along with them.

Papa & Mommy last January 2008 in Japan

Greetings from Manila: Hello Visitors! :)

2010-09-08T07:22:00.001+08:00

I do not really know who visits my site, but I'm pretty sure that there are quite a lot because status hits do not lie. I get visitors from different countries and sometimes they are so nice that they even drop a simple message in my tagboard. Since I get a lot of visitors, though I do not promote my site, I am inspired to blog more because there are people who spare their time to read my blog entries and I do get a lot of emails saying that they enjoy reading my entries. Thank you so much! You guys give me enough confidence to speak my thoughts and thank you for all the nice words you've said. :)

Anyway, I was just surprised the other day when I checked my feeds. Somebody was trying to search for me (refer to the above photo) and this is not the first time it happened. Several months ago, someone outside the country typed my name on Google. hahaha, in demand ba? :)) Again, thank you so much! >:D< :*

Hugs and kisses from Manila,
Melissa :)

Day 06- Favorite Super Hero and Why

2010-09-08T07:00:00.000+08:00

And yeah, Spiderman is probably my favorite super hero. Honestly, I have no idea why, but it started when my nephew, Igi, was talking about him and all. I was amazed on how Igi was describing and telling the story to me. Igi shared his insights with me when he was turning 4 and now he is 6. At such young age, he could give a clear description of the characters and the plot and I was impressed. Such a smart kid! :)

Day 05- A Picture of somewhere You've Been to

2010-09-06T08:35:00.000+08:00

This was taken at Subic Bay Yacht Club with my family and my brother-in-law's family last March 2009. I surely miss all the family outings and this one was a blast. I really had a fun time while I was in Subic. I'm going back in here for sure. :)

Day 04- A Habit You Wish You Didn't Have

2010-09-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, my shopping habit is just beyond the limit. Shopping is my therapy to stress and down moments, but apparently, it is turning to an urge at some point. My friends would even compare my fondness for shopping to a desire for sex, especially when they see me lusting over some shoes. A friend of mine even told me that I am turning into like the shopaholic in the book of Confessions of a Shopaholic. Sometimes, I would even sacrifice my diet just to shop. I would opt for small meals so I could afford to shop. BAD! I just hope that it is not yet too late to minimize this habit. Right now, I'm trying to stay away from malls just to get off from shopping.

Day 03- A Photo of You and Your Friends

2010-09-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

Some of my dear friends! :)

Day 02- Meaning behind your Blogger Name

2010-09-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Spoiled Brat- NOT!

Most people think that I am a bratinella by just simply looking at me. I want to take that stereotype away from me because the truth is I am not a spoiled brat. Although, my parents are very generous and we could have anything we want as long as they could afford it. (materially speaking), and I get things because of hard work! Through my blog, I want my readers to know that I am an independent person and I'm basically just like others- I could also hear the word, NO! I included in the post an example of how my cork board looks like. It has pictures on it together with my schedule, and you would see in my sched that I am just like any other college student.

I Love Dogs

2010-09-02T22:41:00.003+08:00

with Dea & Yorkshire, Cookie

I have always loved dogs. Since I was a baby we have a dog, who's a year older than me. It was a Japanese Spitz and her name is Barbie. Then we got, Charmaine, a Rottweiler when I was in Prep. We had, Carol, a Dalmatian, when the 101 Dalmatian movie was showed up in theaters and it produced so many puppies- If I'm not mistaken, around 45 puppies (It gave birth to 12 puppies on her 1st pregnancy). We also had a Mini Pin(Red and Choco), Daschound(Winsel), Pug(Daena), & a Doberman. Right now, we have a PomSpitz (Pomeranian Spitz) named Hailey who is a year and 7 months old on the 16th of Sept. Lastly, we have a ShiPoo (Shitzu Poodle) in the States named, Bruno.

A video with Cookie at Dea's house.

The September Challenge | Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

2010-09-02T03:13:00.002+08:00

This month's challenge:
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blogger name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

with Freedom and Ace

15 Interesting Facts about Me

I really do not know if these things are interesting, but still, it's a fact about me.

1. I have a B negative blood type. -it's the world's second rarest blood type next to AB negative. I neither got any of my parents' because dad is O positive & mom is A positive. According to studies, people who have a B negative blood type are a mixture of different races. In my case, I am 60% Filipino, 25 % White American and the rest would be composed of Chinese, Spanish and Indian American blood. Doctors have warned me about my rare case and I should take care of myself bec. donors of my blood type are rare.

2. My fingertips could almost reach the back of my wrist. -they're stretchable and mind you, it does not hurt.

3. I always drop by the kids' section of a store because most of the time, I could find my size in there. (that's in terms of small body frame, but when it comes to my height, I really have to go to the adult section)

4. I could still wear the shirts I had back in 5th grade (in 5th grade, they were the big ones), but I only use them as house clothes. It seems that nothing has change!

5. I have always wanted to become a beauty queen, but I am afraid of not winning because all family members who have joined a beauty contest won and they are all title holders. From my grandmother, to my older sister, and my cousin. Now my younger sister is a candidate for a school pageant and everyone thinks that she'll be part of the magic 5 or even top 3.

6. My childhood dream is to become an actress and until now, it's a dream! :)) Mind you, I have the talent in acting! :)

7. I eat a lot and I am not really choosy when it comes to food, except for seafoods because I'm allergic to those, yet I hardly gain weight. You'll be surprised when you'll see that I'm really matakaw.

8. Purple has always been my favorite color, not even pink! I find purple sophisticated and it's a color in between of childhood and adulthood. Weird! :))

9. I find romantic movies paasa! Hello! they don't exist in real life. Where the hell could I find a perfect guy? Cmon, tell me! Even if I'm aware that they're all fictional and it only happens in fairytales, I'm still holding on and waiting for Prince Charming. Yeah right, I'm such a loser!

10. I could sing at the top of my lungs- inside the shower room.

11. I love cramming! -only if I'm working on something that my brain understands. If I'm working on an out-of-this-world crap, I'm starting to feel the ugly stress and my hormones are reacting to it. If my brain could not really process because I don't fucking get it, rashes are starting to appear & according to my doctor, it's a rare case of allergy. Stress is the probable cause and it has no medication, but it's not contagious & it won't reach the neck part and face.

12. I love the smell of a permanent marker and newly watered (the one you could smell at dawn) grass! -i know it's weird, but I feel good. My friends say that it's my alternative for drugs. :))

13. I love to walk! As in long walks! I don't care how long it would be just as long as it is not super hot and it is not raining.

14. I'm single! :)) Probably that is interesting for some! :)) lol :P

15. I have the freedom to do anything- that is according to my parents. :) Just as long as I will be responsible for my own actions. Even though my parents are not the typical, I never abused their kindness.

Hello Term Break '10-'11

2010-09-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

It has been a tradition to pamper my hair every end of the term to get rid off the stress. This time I had a hair treatment, similar to a hot oil treatment and a haircut (had my side swept bangs back) at Tony and Jackey Salon. It was a package offered by the Korean salon at a lower price, but honestly it was still expensive. I would only do it though, every end of the term so that my pockets would not be left empty.

Reminiscing the Good Times

2010-09-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

Last July 22, I met up with my good old friend, Rani, at High Street. It has been a year since the last time we saw each other & it was during her debut pa. She will be back in Manila this coming December to celebrate the holidays in the country.

Upon seeing her, I gave her my hugs as well as my besos. Then we walked around and finally we've reached Starbucks where we had some coffee & cigarettes while exchanging stories. I feel so excited to spend my time with her because she's one of my oldest friends (back in grade school pa) and we rarely see each other because of the distance. We moved to Italianni's for dinner and we continued our exchange of stories. After dinner, we went to this bookstore where there is a coffee shop & she ordered a drink (not sure what it was) then smoked while having our chitchat. It was a good night spent with her and before everything else, we had our pictures taken by her bodyguard. I only got two pictures bec. she didn't send me the others. Until now, I'm waiting for it because I think, I look better in those pics rather than with these below.

I love Rani! :) fuckyeah we're so white.

(I'm so sorry for having a bulky bag! It was my midterms week then and I have so many stuffs needed for school)

The Outfit:
White top: Mango
Gray cardigan: Terranova
Pink tutu skirt: Forever 21
Black sandals: The Ramp
Gray shoulder bag: Mirror Mirror from Rustan's
Black & brown accessories: Landmark dept. store

Last Friday Class

2010-09-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

with Dea

with Guia, Russel & Dea

It was the last day of our INTBROD class, and we did almost nothing. We just had to be there for the sake of the required hours for class and for consultation in relation with the final paper.

The Outfit:
Purple top: Zara
Navy blue cardigan: Zara
Faded blue skinny jeans: Human
Gladiator sandals: Athena from People are People
Yellow purse: Dorothy Perkins
Vintage necklace: Girlshoppe

Interview with a Director

2010-09-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

with Director Hubert Tibi

We were asked to write a feature article as our final paper in Film class. Our subject could be anyone from the film industry who has been a part of a feature length film. It could be an actor, director, script writer, producer & could either be from the mainstream or independent films. Honestly, it was really hard to look for a subject because we need connections for this. Fortunately, some friends helped me to look for one & I owe everything to my friend, Freedom, for referring Director Hubert Tibi. I was introduced to him during the Cinemalaya gala night of his film at CCP and he's very accommodating. Before I conducted the interview, I made a research about him and his films, which was considered as my midterm exam. I was supposed to go to QC, at his prod. house, to conduct the interview, but very fortunate I was, he happened to have a talk in DLSU. I took that oppurtunity to had the interview. So after his talk for Ang Pahayagang Plaridel, we met up somewhere in the campus then the interview started. It was so nice of him that he's very makwento, so thank God, I was able to expound more on my paper. I prepared 10 questions for the interview & it should at least give me a minimum of 12 pages for the final paper, but I came up with a total of 15 pages for my final paper.

Studio Tour

2010-09-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

LR 17 girls with Julian @ Starbucks- The Loop

It was our INTBROD (broadcasting class) field trip last Aug. 8 at ABSCBN. Basically, we just had a studio tour & we were the audience for The Buzz. I would like to apologize for the pics. of the celebrities I posted. It's really hard to get a decent shot bec. they rarely face the audience.

inside The Buzz's studio

KC Concepcion

Boy Abunda

Angelica Panganiban

with Dea & Soccii

The Outfit:

Flower printed top- bought in Bangkok

Navy blue cardigan- Zara

Skinny jeans- Zara

Jelly bean sandals- Topshop

Purple bag- Catch from The Ramp